1995: Deep wounds. Ugly scars. And then: new, unfounded hopes and unfulfillable wishes. I learn a secret that, in the end, fucks me up bad, but which I am bound by honor to keep. (And would the outcome really have changed if I had betrayed it? Except for the damnation of my soul?)
- TLC “Waterfalls” (A piece of advice that I didn’t follow when it may have helped me)
- 4xample “I’d Rather Be Alone” (The beginning is set in Union Station between Downtown L.A. and Chinatown, across the street from the site of the first settlement.)
- Terry Ellis (of En Vogue) “Where Ever You Are”
- 3T “Anything” (Here is where this blog’s protagonist goes berserk. For the next
three yearstwelve years and counting) - 4PM “Sukiyaki” (Applicable to more than one of my pathetic stories about my life)

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